Storm

Passion
Love like a fierce wind
Wind of terror
A storm in your heart
Hail
Breaking my soul
Broken and bleeding
Rain
Washing the stain
Healing the pain
Lightning
Bringing me to life again
Thrilling my core
Thunder
My scream
To know that I’m alive

Nothing

I feel so empty
My heart is so restless
Nothing fulfills me
I receive few hugs
I don’t see the ones I love
Life seems to be on drugs
just floating through air
No one sees
No one cares
I need something more
I’m so out of my element
My life’s become a bore
I’m all alone
no one to share
Although I’ve grown
I feel bare
I’m shrinking back to smaller size
Back to where I was before
I need someone to realize
To see what’s in my core

How many times?

How many times will this happen?
How many times will you say?
“I’m done with that Moving on “
but there you sat
staying in the same place.
When will this end?
this string of heart ache.
You twist and you bend,
I don’t want to see you break.
So I ask
how many times will you keep going back?
How many times will you change your mind?
Common sense is what you lack.
I thought you realized,
I thought you knew
how much you’ve compromised
I thought you knew it too
but you go back on your word
You never come through.
You talk the talk,
what you say isn’t true,
You can’t walk the walk.
Can you not see the cue?
Walk away now,
I don’t think I can take it anymore.
I see where you were,
I see how far you’ve come,
but now it doesn’t look like you’ve gone far.
I know it’s a struggle
but after this much time
you’d think you’d realize by now.
So I ask you,
I ask you again
how many times will you lie?
How many times will you let this go on?
How many times will you make me want to cry?
I can’t take it anymore.
I can’t take it anymore.
Will this never end?

She Didn't Know Why She Felt This Way

She didn’t know why she felt this way.
She didn’t know what to think.
She didn’t know how she got this way
or why everything would change when she blinked.
She didn’t know if it would ever go away
or if she would just sit and sink,
sink slowly day by day.
Her heart is on the brink
Sometimes she wonders if it’s made of clay
changing so often that
she needs to see a shrink.
She didn’t know why she felt this way.

Joy in His Goodness

I love hearing from you:
what you are learning,
what you are doing,
how you are growing,
the joy that’s in your heart.
I see God working in you
and I hear it throuh your words.
I see your heart changing
and it makes my spirit glad.
I want to leap for joy
and I want to sing His praise.
He answered my prayers
I see them answered in you
and it makes me smile
and I can never stop
Thank you Lord for your goodness
Your goodness never ends

Important at the Time

It’s funny what seemed important at the time
Now it doesn’t mean anything
Not anything at all I thought that it’d last forever
But no, it didn’t last long at all
What I poured my heart into
All the time I wasted
Did it mean anything at all?
Just another mistake
Just another regret
Look at me
Aren’t I piling them on?
But it seemed important at the time
Boy was I wrong
It wasn’t even close to sublime
It wasn’t even long
A speedy recovery
Or so it seemed
It just seemed important at the time

Already Dead

I'm so restless
Please give me peace
I don't know where to go
And I can't even breathe
I've heard it said "Lord quiet my heart"
But it's already dead
No beating in here
Just a body in the grave
Turning back and forth
Life is what I crave

Heart and Soul

Don't take it for granted
Don't give it up
You don't know what you have
Hold on tight
Savor every moment
I want the most of you
All you can give
Sing with me
Until you run out of breath
Dance with me
Until you have nothing left
Laugh with me
Until your sides hurt
Hold me and hug me
Until we become sick of the warmth
I want your time I want your words
Tell me what you feel
I want your heart and soul
Smile until you think you could never frown
Let's just talk until the sun goes down
When we pray
Hold my hand
When hard times come
We stick together
We do things for eachother
When you struggle
It becomes mine
I want to help you
And it means so much
The time we spend
The words exchanged
I want this
I want it forever
I want your heart and soul

30 Days Naked Day 16 part 2

Here I am Broken again I've been put back together too many times I don't know if I can handle this What have I done wrong? Lord, please tell me I gave it up for you Did I do the wrong thing? The pressure is too much I am not sure what to do How could you? I'm speechless I don't know what to think I'm so frightened And so scared Are you here? Do you care? Do you see how I love? Is it not enough? What am I supposed to learn? I'm waiting Waiting for your answer You are silent Do you hear me? I'm shouting, yelling, screaming I'm falling apart Can't take another blow I can't feel my heart You are the only one that heals But why would an injured man go back to the man who beat him up? Did you do this? Is it real? I don't understand Oh God I do not Comprehend