Whatever

Just admit it
You don’t care
Did you ever?
See my stare
Searching
For your heart
Whatever
Off the chart
No promises
Swearing Oaths
And declaring
Keep it simple
Whatever
Do what you must
Just don’t break
My heart of trust
Too late
No more
I’m in this state
On the floor
Whatever

It's Okay

You act like you don’t care.
You act like the world never fazes you,
but I know the truth.
I can see right through the show you put on.
Every day Is the same,
you act so tough,
I think it’s lame.
Just be who you are,
no need to be afraid.
It’s okay to show that you’re upset
It’s okay to say that your day wasn’t made
It’s okay to be imperfect and broken
Stop lying to the world and yourself
Just show me you
Please be true
It’s okay

How many times?

How many times will this happen?
How many times will you say?
“I’m done with that Moving on “
but there you sat
staying in the same place.
When will this end?
this string of heart ache.
You twist and you bend,
I don’t want to see you break.
So I ask
how many times will you keep going back?
How many times will you change your mind?
Common sense is what you lack.
I thought you realized,
I thought you knew
how much you’ve compromised
I thought you knew it too
but you go back on your word
You never come through.
You talk the talk,
what you say isn’t true,
You can’t walk the walk.
Can you not see the cue?
Walk away now,
I don’t think I can take it anymore.
I see where you were,
I see how far you’ve come,
but now it doesn’t look like you’ve gone far.
I know it’s a struggle
but after this much time
you’d think you’d realize by now.
So I ask you,
I ask you again
how many times will you lie?
How many times will you let this go on?
How many times will you make me want to cry?
I can’t take it anymore.
I can’t take it anymore.
Will this never end?

I Wonder

Can you believe what you are saying now?
You make me so confused.
I don’t even know how
What you say about yourself
and what others say about you.
It sounds like you’re hiding something
I hear all the hints
as if there is something else,
something else I don’t know.
They say you’re not the same,
not the same when you’re around me
and I wonder,
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
Because when I hear you speaking,
every word is bleeding
with the blood of your lies,
the blood of your lies.
Every lie bleeds now
because every lie is a truth,
a truth that’s been murdered by you
and turned into something else;
Something else I cannot see,
because you lied to me.
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
You seem like you are telling me the truth
but then is everyone else a liar?
Or are you just not telling all?
Are you hiding secrets from me?
But isn’t that a lie as well?
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
But I don’t want to question you.
I want the truth to come naturally
and I want you to trust me,
though I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true