Secret Place

I keep all of your love letters
in my secret little box
in my secret little place
where I can go when you’re not around.
There, I can miss you when no one’s watching.
Only those letters see
every tear that falls
and stains those perfect characters
that you wrote by hand,
the ones I treasure.
It’s almost like you’re there with me,
in my secret place.
Because only you see me
when I’m hiding,
when my mask is off
and the tears are falling. 

I Wonder

Can you believe what you are saying now?
You make me so confused.
I don’t even know how
What you say about yourself
and what others say about you.
It sounds like you’re hiding something
I hear all the hints
as if there is something else,
something else I don’t know.
They say you’re not the same,
not the same when you’re around me
and I wonder,
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
Because when I hear you speaking,
every word is bleeding
with the blood of your lies,
the blood of your lies.
Every lie bleeds now
because every lie is a truth,
a truth that’s been murdered by you
and turned into something else;
Something else I cannot see,
because you lied to me.
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
You seem like you are telling me the truth
but then is everyone else a liar?
Or are you just not telling all?
Are you hiding secrets from me?
But isn’t that a lie as well?
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
But I don’t want to question you.
I want the truth to come naturally
and I want you to trust me,
though I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true

Secret

So you had this little secret
Never told a soul
But it’s getting kinda heavy
You just want to set down this load
You don’t know where to turn
And you don’t know who to trust
You wonder if they’ll judge you
You just want to feel loved
But you’re scared
It’s a risk
You keep fighting with yourself
Arguing about what to do
Oh little one You are loved
Run to Him
Seek His will
Unburden your load
And I know
He will show you
Just open your ears
Rest in Him
Feel the peace
That He brings
Because sometimes secrets need to be told
They hang heavy on your heart
And pretty soon you can’t tell
What’s real and what’s not
All the lies you had to tell
To keep people from knowing
Knowing the truth