Realize

You look in my eyes but you don't realize.
I really am sorry.
You see the way I look at you but you do not understand.
It hurts me to hurt you again.
You hear the words I speak and yet you do not listen.
I don't want it to be this way.
I can talk and you can yell but does it help anything?
In the end it is your decision.

If you only knew

If you only knew the hurt
If you only knew the pain
It's like you don't care
You're making me go insane
How can we be friends like this?
How can we go on?
I'm not even missed
I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to say
You're not even close to true
and I wonder every day
Do you really care?
Do you really love?
It is very rare
to hear from you
I have to force it from you
The small talk and the deep
What would you do If I stopped trying?
Would we disappear?
Disappear in to thin air
Gone forever
Only memories beware
If you only knew