Struggle

Every day is a struggle.
Every moment I cry.
Every breath is hoarse.
I can never say goodbye.
I'm losing what I had,
I feel it slipping away.
No friends or comrades here,
just a empty body bag
Waiting for the time,
just tell me when it is.
I can't move I'm frozen here,
frozen in time.
My mind won't move.
My mouth won't rhyme.
Everyday is a struggle.
I count the seconds of the time.
Every day I see your face
but do you ever see mine?
I feel invisible here
in this world of people,
just a face in the crowd
but one look,
a direct stare,
It'll kill me in an instant,
just knowing you are there.
Will it help?
When I'm dying?
When I'm fading slowly,
struggling,
counting every second.