I Wonder

Can you believe what you are saying now?
You make me so confused.
I don’t even know how
What you say about yourself
and what others say about you.
It sounds like you’re hiding something
I hear all the hints
as if there is something else,
something else I don’t know.
They say you’re not the same,
not the same when you’re around me
and I wonder,
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
Because when I hear you speaking,
every word is bleeding
with the blood of your lies,
the blood of your lies.
Every lie bleeds now
because every lie is a truth,
a truth that’s been murdered by you
and turned into something else;
Something else I cannot see,
because you lied to me.
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
You seem like you are telling me the truth
but then is everyone else a liar?
Or are you just not telling all?
Are you hiding secrets from me?
But isn’t that a lie as well?
I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true.
But I don’t want to question you.
I want the truth to come naturally
and I want you to trust me,
though I wonder
and I wonder.
I wonder what is true