She Didn't Know Why She Felt This Way

She didn’t know why she felt this way.
She didn’t know what to think.
She didn’t know how she got this way
or why everything would change when she blinked.
She didn’t know if it would ever go away
or if she would just sit and sink,
sink slowly day by day.
Her heart is on the brink
Sometimes she wonders if it’s made of clay
changing so often that
she needs to see a shrink.
She didn’t know why she felt this way.